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[darkholme]

suuuuure sure sure.

[target]

you need to get laid. then you'll see

[darkholme]

um excuse you you don't know my bedroom life here okay i don't need to get anything

[ LOL yes she does ]

like i said, i spar instead. i don't need to be angry to want to sleep with someone.

[target]

"it's my understanding you need to get pretty close to someone physically to have sex with them." doesn't sound like the voice of experience. besides, with xavier on your back all the time, i doubt you get the chance

fighting only gets you so far

[darkholme]

i was being sarcastic! poking fun at the fact that you don't like physical affection but you enjoy sex. and Charles actually has no room to be on my back about that, so i'm pretty free to make any and all kinds of decisions in that department.

sounds to me like you haven't been fighting the right people

[target]

i'm not fighting you

[darkholme]

hey, that's fine. i don't think i really wanna fight with you, judging by the way you talk about it. sounds to me like it's probably lacking in all the fun ways. and what's the point of that?

[target]

fighting isn't about "having fun". it's about learning to survive

[darkholme]

not the kind of fighting i was talking about.

[target]

what kind's that then?

[darkholme]

there's training and survival and blahblahblah and then there's fighting for fun. there's finding someone you trust enough to pick a fight with at any time and you know they're gonna handle whatever you throw at them, and they would never put you in any real danger. it's pushing your limits without being afraid of a few bruises, but without fearing an injury that's gonna keep you out of play for a while. it's knowing somebody well enough to know what they can take, what they *want* to take, but still managing to surprise each other and keep you on your toes every time you go at it. [ it's exactly what she has with Jim Kirk ] that's the kind of fighting i do when i dont feel like worrying about the complicated strings attached to having sex with someone

[target]

that's not fighting. that's playing, and there's no fucking point to it

[darkholme]

oh please! since when are you anti-fun-guy? suddenly someone's gotta have a knife to your throat to get you to see the point in something?

[target]

never said that. but if you're fighting, it's got a point. what you do isn't fighting, so don't say it is

[darkholme]

it's stress relief. it's punching and kicking and throwing and shoving, it's fighting. it's just fun. not everything has to be a training session in survival for it to count.

[target]

sometimes you really do sound like a kid

[darkholme]

and sometimes you really sound like an old fart.

[target]

it keeps me alive